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She seems in the crowd

08:42, 2009-Jun-18 .. Link
 mother's stool and urine flows out the thing like suppuration and water, I have seen sufferedly. I feel time always so fast, mother nearly from me enter count-down far more and more. I it hopes to be long the will it be one year such as picture one day really, how long mother give more I in a few days more chance that do duty. But I know Heaven will not give me such a chance, she wants in I carve in the heart the regret difficult to remedy is branded, make me nourish a apologetic heart to mother forever. I am too deep for tears, there is painful waiting, the helpless one waits, this kind of suffering seems to struggle in the oil cauldron. a¥ 
Mother's spirit took a favorable turn to insist on me leading her to go out to play by car suddenly that day, I was overjoyed. When the nephew plans to fix mother on saddle with the braces, she refuses. I see mothers have good spirit to agree to her requirement, but I have been while driving all the time meticulously. I ask where mother has wanted to go, she has thought, say that goes to the bank of the river to take a walk. I open a¥very far along the bank of the river, mother wants me to park under a big tree. She goes down the car slowly, the flowing water looked at in the river is asked me: "Man Zi, water until it's very kind of you to say so, about? " I tell her to seem to be Miyun Reservoir. She asks again where I flow, I talk about Kunming Lake. a¥'s mother looks at the river in a daze for a moment, talks to oneself, it would be better if this hydroenergy flowed to that river of native place. I have smiled, say mother's imagination is very abundant, such, this river, should be called the Milky Way, but not Wanquanhe. a¥ mother take, get back to train want first cigarette from me, smoke with relish. I am very surprised: Mother often says in hospital, very bitter in the mouth, the skull faints to smoke. Have not smoked for a long time. a¥ I afraid mother sit time will tired at car, say to her a little hungry mild and roundabout, want to come back home to have a meal, she has insisted on sitting for a moment and agreeing to go home again. Her Netbook wholesale|Netbook manufacturer|Netbook review|Netbook factory|Electronic CigaretteCheap Netbooks|Best Netbook|Buy Cheap Netbook|Red Netbook|White Netbooksight looks at the river flowing slowly seeming lost in thought all the time on the way, seem to have not given full expression to the views. a¥ we come back home I ask mother appetite ate something. Because she has not taken food for a few days, I have been trying every means to supply nutrition for her. Mother has thought of, say with a smile, think of eating the hot pepper that I made in the past and frying ducks like the old child. I am very glad, mother have a desire to eat, prove her body is better than what I imagined. a¥ 
I want the nephew to nurse mother carefully, have gone to the market to buy a duck to come back by car immediately by oneself. This it is mother that come Beijing take fragrant meal most. Can not eat the hot pepper according to the reason mother, but I see mother eats it so deliciously, can not really bear to prevent. Think in the heart, in charge of it, so long as mother likes eating, want to eat, eat happily and gladly, don't mention the hot pepper, even if eat the meat on one's body, I will cut and come down for her to eat together. a¥ 
Mother has eaten young half a bowl of rice, has already achieved the record after in hospitalling. Eat a fresh peach and several ladles water-melons after finishing mother after a meal, then want me to lead her to go out to walk around by car. I want her to have a rest for a moment, her spirit is said shaking off: "For a long time,feel today the many! " I can not break a¥, she, lead her to rotate in the large circle purposelessly, she is happy like a child. Pass by the platform once in a while, she wants me to park. She seems in the crowd waiting for bus to look, act as and see the girl who she likes after getting off unhurriedly, laugh foolishly towards others, frighten others dare, watch she. a¥ 
Mother gets back to the car, I ask why she sees others like that, she says grinningly: "You want to let a good sister's young animal become a young married woman, the full son. " I can't help, smile, say she think daughter-in-law afford to think. She blames me at this moment " how good that sister's young animal that year is, you, it was not good that the heart was very big! " a¥ 
I know what mother said is Meng Xiang, think: She know what fine jade come thing of Beijing, blame, die I it would be suprised if fortunately. a¥'s mother calculates counting the finger, she says I stay with Meng Xiang, the child is six or seven years old now. What I speak in the mouth on the heart but a sour one. In another one that thought, really if so perhaps live in house hold affairs now is in deep distress, in that the rice and fuel daily necessaries are worry perhaps. a¥'s mother is unavoidable to scold me, then it be silly to exhort me to run into the good girl constantly. I just smile, I have already been used to hers longwindedly. My bastard again, it is answered back to with the terminally ill mother that still unlikely. If I am a hard rock with clearly demarcated raised angle, mother is undoubtedly a sand wheel rotated, have already polished me smoothly and slick and sly. I and getting ripe much unconsciously at time when mother is ill, seasoned much. Going through much, people have just really grown up.



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